Tuesday, August 3, 2010

on my mind tonight

Three weeks ago I adopted a beautiful 2 month old kitten. I named him Tucker Charcoal Hardin. Yesterday morning, Tucker died. I can't express how devastated I was to hear the news. My mom found him in my apartment bathroom while I was at work. We buried him in my parents' backyard. This feeling blows. I feel so alone in my apartment now. Only three weeks together. Why?
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If a girl invites you to come over for the night, and you've already spent two nights together before, and you say you're going to call her, don't be a chicken and not call. Just tell her you're not interested anymore or make the call and show up. The girl doesn't need to be waiting around for a phone call. She needs to be finding the next available guy who will want to cash in her invitations.
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I don't think I'm sure of my reasoning for waiting to have sex until marriage. Sure, it's something I've always done and believed needed to happen. But I've been questioning it lately. I won't got to hell for having sex before I'm married so what is it I'm actually avoiding or waiting on? I'm just in a fit of doubt. Let's face it, I certainly WANT to have sex. What 24 year old gal doesn't?
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eHarmony is more interesting than you realize. Not that I would know...

2 comments:

  1. very sad about your kitten.

    I don't like to give unsolicited advice, but if you're curious to my thoughts on the positives of waiting for marriage I'd be happy to give them to you. They're surprisingly unbiblical (that comes into play but is not the primary factor in why I'm glad I waited). That being said, I know my situation might be irrelevant to you as I got married at 23... I can't say "I didn't wait, and I wish I did, and here's why". But if you want to hear the "I did wait, and here's why I'm glad I did" I'd be happy to share.

    no judgment by the way. waiting sucks. bad. Don't know if I would have waited had it been a couple more years before I got married.

    sorry, if this is too personal, but I had thoughts and that's what comments are for, no?

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  2. stumbled on your blog. hope you don't mind, but I read a few posts. crazy how time flies. i adopted a kitten when I was living in Dallas, and he terrorized me by attacking my feet when I slept. I went a few weeks with marginal sleep when I decided enough was enough, Max the Bengal cat had to leave. and he did. I gave him away. and I know the feeling, although I gave my cat away. hope things pick up for ya Laura. BTW eHarmony is awesome. I have a few friends getting married in the next few months who have all met on eHarmony. anyways, i'll keep reading. take care.

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