Tuesday, August 3, 2010

on my mind tonight

Three weeks ago I adopted a beautiful 2 month old kitten. I named him Tucker Charcoal Hardin. Yesterday morning, Tucker died. I can't express how devastated I was to hear the news. My mom found him in my apartment bathroom while I was at work. We buried him in my parents' backyard. This feeling blows. I feel so alone in my apartment now. Only three weeks together. Why?
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If a girl invites you to come over for the night, and you've already spent two nights together before, and you say you're going to call her, don't be a chicken and not call. Just tell her you're not interested anymore or make the call and show up. The girl doesn't need to be waiting around for a phone call. She needs to be finding the next available guy who will want to cash in her invitations.
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I don't think I'm sure of my reasoning for waiting to have sex until marriage. Sure, it's something I've always done and believed needed to happen. But I've been questioning it lately. I won't got to hell for having sex before I'm married so what is it I'm actually avoiding or waiting on? I'm just in a fit of doubt. Let's face it, I certainly WANT to have sex. What 24 year old gal doesn't?
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eHarmony is more interesting than you realize. Not that I would know...